I'm feeling rather odd today.
Missing people and I haven't even left yet. I still have a month and I'm missing people while I'm with them. Like Tim and coffee and cheap groceries. Missing people and things that aren't even here anymore, physically or otherwise. Like Leda. Kieran. Hookah lounge. I'm missing feeling something. Everything reminds me of something reminds me of everything that doesn't exist anymore. It reminds me why I'm leaving, while simultaneously making me want to stay and do it all over again.
I may just hide out. Watch movies and sleep and hermit until go time.
36 days.
More than a year later and I'm still counting down. Some things never change.
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I was actually thinking about the Hookah lounge the other day. Guess what sparked it? Hearing that "do you believe in life after love" song by Cher. Reminded me of how Nick used to play it all the damn time...
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